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  The powerful rush of sexiness heightened, adding to my excitement causing a tightness in my chest and a lightheaded feeling. I closed my eyes and began to dance. I no longer danced just for myself, I could tell. I could feel his eyes on me caressing my skin, or at least I imagined they were. Let’s be honest, he could have moved away while my eyes were closed, but I liked the illusion that I was dancing for someone. That they were watching me. Hmm, maybe I had a bit of an exhibitionist streak in me.

  One song turned into two and two into three. I never looked back over for fear that he would be gone. I didn’t want to lose this feeling. My breathing came fast, not only from the dancing, but from the excitement. I could feel myself getting turned on, experiencing a rush I didn’t ever want to end.

  I swayed my hips low and rose back up when a large hand softly squeezed my waist as another pushed my hair over my right shoulder.

  “I almost didn’t come over because you looked like you were enjoying yourself so much, but after such a show, how could I resist?” His deep voice vibrated through me, so close I could feel his lips brush against my ear.

  I wasn’t going to look, but a part of me had to check if it was him and not some random man coming up to me. I slowed down a bit and turned my head, looking at him out of the corner of my eye. Hot damn, up close he was even better than expected. The darkness made it hard to confirm but I thought his eyes were blue. His lips had that same smirk as earlier.

  “By all means, don’t let me stop you. I just want to participate now.” He placed his other hand on my hip and pulled me back so I was right up against him. Instantly I could feel how much he enjoyed my show. I couldn’t help myself, I leaned back and subtly rubbed myself against him. I wasn’t sure what I was trying to communicate with that move, but I became unstoppable at that point. “Come on, let’s play. Dance for me, beautiful.”

  And so we danced. I began to shamelessly grind on him as his fingers squeezed my hips. When I raised my arms above my head, he slid his hands up, over my waist, my ribs, and lightly brushed the sides of my breasts, continuing a path up my arms, clasping my hands and pulling them down and behind his neck. He turned his head and softly brushed his lips against the inside of my wrist. Everything he did was erotic.

  I couldn’t really say if he was a good dancer because I wasn’t sure we were actually dancing. We were locked together and swaying to the beat, my body pressed against his as I caressed my ass against his pelvis. At one point, he leaned down and brushed his lips from my shoulder, up my neck, and to my ear. He didn’t kiss me, just lightly pressed his lips to my skin and dragged them up, murmuring, “Fuck me, you are killing me.” He finished it with a small nip to my earlobe, making me gasp.

  He grabbed my hips and turned me around. We stood face to face and, holy hell, that added a whole new level of reality to the situation. My eyes immediately locked on his as he brought his forehead down to mine, all the while keeping eye contact. Then he closed his eyes and just stayed there. I didn’t know what to do so I continued staring, taking his features in.

  He was older than me, but I could only tell because of the deeper grooves around his eyes and mouth. I found them endearing, making him look as though he laughed a lot in life.

  His eyes opened and his hand slid up my body, around my neck and then we were kissing. His soft lips gently caressed mine, applying minimal pressure, lingering before hesitantly pressing in for more. His facial hair tickled my lips, when instead, I wanted it to roughly abrade my skin and leave a mark of his possession. It was a slow kiss, as if was testing the waters to see if I would shove him away.

  Umm … I didn’t freaking think so!

  I wanted to make it clear that I wasn’t planning on pushing him away so I wrapped my arms under his and around his back, pulling us tighter. Raising up on my tip toes, I increased the intensity of this kiss. He groaned as his lips began to devour mine. His hand was on my back crushing my breasts into his chest. His tongue brushed against my lips and I opened for him to enter. The kiss became passionate and desperate as our breathing became heavy with our unwillingness to stop for air.

  His hand moved from my back down to my bare thigh. He groaned and wedged one of his legs between mine, slightly pulling my left thigh up his. We broke the kiss, but he left his forehead against mine staring with heat and want in his eyes as our gasping breaths mixed.

  The dancing grew heated, his hand moving higher and higher up my leg with each song, causing the short part of my skirt to slide up with it. The tips of his fingers rested on the back of my thigh and dangerously close to my underwear.

  He leaned down and kissed the side of my gasping mouth, moving slowly down to where my neck met my shoulder and then back up again to my ear.

  “Tell me to stop,” he said as his hand travelled closer to the outside of my panties.

  I looked him in the eye, daring him to push it all the way. His fingers gently rubbed back and forth along seam of my underwear. He added pressure, beginning to move them aside and then stopped, awaiting my answer.

  “No,” I said without hesitation. I didn’t care that we were in public surrounded by strangers. I was in a bubble with this man and I was a powerful, sexual being with him and nothing would stop me from this.

  Closing his eyes, he groaned as he pushed my panties to the side and rubbed at my entrance. With my thigh hiked up by his arm I was completely open. Using two fingers he lightly rubbed my opening before sliding them up to my clit.

  “Fuck, you’re wet,” he said on a tortured moan.

  I responded with a shy, Cheshire cat smile that immediately disappeared when he began pushing two fingers into my pussy.

  “Oh, God,” I groaned.

  He smirked and moved his fingers in and out, stopping every once in a while to run them across and around my clit. The awkward angle and lack of mobility did nothing to diminish the excitement of being in a public place with a man I didn’t know.

  He leaned down to my ear. “My name’s Jack by the way. Make sure you say that for me when this sweet pussy of yours starts coming.”

  And with those obscene words, I came. The pressure that had been building exploded throughout my body, expanding a warmth into my chest. With tingling hands I held onto him for support and moaned his name close to his ear. The pleasure felt endless as I throbbed around him, but it ended all too soon.

  I tried to regulate my breathing after he released my leg, but he still held me close. My eyes opened to see a satisfied, cocky smile tilting his lips. Keeping eye contact, he brought his right hand up to his mouth and began to lick his fingers. As his eyes glittered triumph, I almost came again. I was sure my face showed a mixture of shock and pleading to “please fuck me.”

  “Come.” He grabbed my hand and began pulling me off the dance floor.

  And so I followed him. Because I would do anything to come for this man again.

  Chapter Three

  Earned It - The Weeknd

  We made our way down the narrow hallway, toward the back of the building. The masses of people thinned out the further back we went, but we still passed people lingering and talking while others leaned in close to each other and made out like horny teenagers. I wondered if that was what I had looked like out on the dance floor. If so, I didn’t care.

  Walking down the hall, his long, calloused fingers wrapped around mine. My pussy still throbbed remembering those hands moving along my thighs, with my dress rubbing against my breasts.

  All these things coincided with this sexual power that pushed me to ignore my fears and take a chance. So there I was, following a stranger down a dark hallway. A stranger who had just gotten me off surrounded by a hundred other people. A stranger named Jack. He stopped outside a door and I looked up to see a sign indicating the men’s restroom. After poking his head in, he looked back at me. “It’s empty.” As soon as we stepped in he checked under the stalls while I leaned against the door. The bathroom was nicer than I expected it to be, reminding me more of what I’d
expect to see in a women’s restroom. The stalls lined the right wall and a row of sinks lined the left. Straight ahead sat a victorian-looking maroon couch.

  “More privacy back here. Not as busy,” he said as he began walking toward me after checking the last stall. It was more like stalking toward me.

  I looked up at him and took a deep, unsteady breath. His eyes were full of want and hesitance. He wanted more than what we just had, but he also wanted to make sure I wanted it also.

  I wanted him to take it.

  I wanted him to take me.

  I took a deep breath and lifted my chin, challenging him with my eyes to come and get me.

  As he approached I took the opportunity to look him up and down for the first time. He was tall, over six feet, muscular and lean. He wore navy slacks with a white, fitted t-shirt and a brown leather bomber jacket. When my eyes reached his face again I could see that his eyes were a bright blue. Not light, like aqua, or dark like navy, but bright, like they lit up and became this brilliant blue.

  He had a smirk I was becoming accustomed to, and his nostrils flared as if he too was preparing himself. He removed his jacket as he reached me and threw it aside, leaning into my space and placing both hands on the door at either side of my head.

  As soon as he leaned down and pressed his lips to the base of my neck, our movements were no longer slow. We exploded into action, my hips pushing forward to make contact with him, my impatient hands stroking his torso. Our movements were fueled by the passion we shared; lips crushing, bodies colliding.

  His lips dragged up my neck and began to ravage my mouth. His hands moved from the door to my neck and into my hair while he drove his tongue into my mouth. God, this was the best kiss I’d ever had. He moved his tongue like a promise of things to come. I didn’t know what was going on and I didn’t care. It was a moment, my moment, and I was taking it.

  His hands ran down my body, caressing my breasts on their descent. And not a little side boob, but a full brush against the front. I jerked and moaned when his fingers dragged right across my nipples. Once his hands had reached my waist he groaned and lifted me up. I immediately wrapped my legs around his waist as my skirt scrunched up to accommodate my spread legs.

  My fingers burrowed deep into his hair. His hands moved to my ass and squeezed my cheeks, causing me to push myself forward and rub against him. We both moaned while he turned around and walked us to the open counter by the sinks where he sat me on the edge.

  Our lips finally broke apart for air. Our gasps were the only sound we made and his eyes were glazed over with lust and hunger-I knew it echoed my own. Still making eye contact, he brought his hands up to rub my breasts, taking time to circle my nipples with his thumbs.

  “Oh God,” I whimpered as my head fell back on my shoulders.

  His lips pressed directly to my ear while his hands moved from my chest to behind my neck undoing the button holding the top of the dress together. “I wonder if these tits taste as good as your pussy.” He bit my earlobe pulling a gasp from my parted lips. “I wonder what color your sweet nipples will be.” He bit my neck hard causing my skin to prickle with goose bumps. “I wonder if you’ll come just from me playing with them.”

  He began pulling the dress off my shoulders and down my chest. His lips followed behind the dress as it slipped off my body, burying his lips in my cleavage and groaning in satisfaction.

  “Maybe another night though, hmm? Right now, I’m going to rip your panties off and fuck you.” His words rumbled across my breasts.

  With one last tug on my dress it dropped past my breasts and his eyes searched mine for confirmation.

  I gulped and nodded my head like an incoherent fool. Real fucking smooth.

  He maintained eye contact as he lowered his lips to my nipple, but before contact, looked down and smiled.

  “Cotton candy pink. I fucking knew it.”

  And then his tongue came out to flick my nipple. I shoved my chest forward, begging him for more. He wrapped a hand around my breast bringing it to his mouth and began tormenting me. Maybe I could come from him playing with my nipples.

  He bit, sucked, and flicked.

  I could barely breathe.

  My hands dropped to his waist and frantically began pulling his shirt out of his pants and up his chest. He stopped for just enough time to remove his shirt. I caught a brief glimpse of a glorious chest before he was back on me. After fumbling with his belt I shoved his pants down his hips, along with his boxer briefs and he fell into my hand.

  He was bigger than anyone I had been with. I never thought I would think that, but my fingers just barely wrapped around him. I began stroking him, feeling pre-cum leaking from the tip when I rubbed my thumb across the head.

  He jerked and with a growl brought his hands to my knees moving them up my thighs. His thumbs rubbed along the seam of my panties at my inner thigh before moving higher and grabbing each side in a fist. With a quick pull he ripped them from me.

  I was speechless about actually having my underwear torn off me. Sucking in a quick breath, arousal spread warmth throughout my body.

  He looked up, satisfied with my reaction. With his hand at the center of my chest he pushed me to recline back against the mirror and lean on my elbows. Searching his pocket he pulled a condom from his wallet and tore it open with his teeth, slowly rolling it down to the base. Returning his attention to me, all the muscles in my body clenched when he shoved two fingers inside me. Once he was satisfied I was ready, he slowly removed them.

  I watched his hand, with fingers wet from me, as he grabbed his dick and placed it between the lips of my pussy. Gripping both of my thighs, he shoved in with one thrust.

  Pushing until I felt his balls touching my ass, he whispered, “Fuck, you’re tight. So wet.”

  It was tight. I hadn’t been with anyone in a while and he was big, so it was laced with pain.

  But the pain radiated from my core and slowly shifted to pleasure, tingling my limbs.

  He pulled out and shoved back in all the way. With each thrust he began to pick up pace. He used everything he had to get me there. His thumb on my clit; his mouth on my nipples; his eyes watching us together; his dirty words.

  I could barely stand any of it; it was too much. He was beautiful and sculpted and pounding into me like a man on the edge of losing control. His parted lips drew my eyes as he breathed heavily through each thrust. The building feelings became too much and I closed my eyes becoming so lost in the moment that I almost didn't register the man who walked in through the door.

  I jerked up and tried to cover my chest, but Jack pushed me back into my laid back position, leaving me exposed. Holy fucking shit! “Jack!”

  His blue eyes had darkened from desire and they remained focused on me, intent that I listen to him. “Stay put. We’re not done yet.”

  They guy leaned against the wall by the door, looking like he was going to enjoy the show. And Jack didn’t even stop pushing into me. He grabbed onto my thigh, holding me in place. My breaths started coming fast as my mind raced to try and keep up with the situation. My eyes flicked from the newcomer to Jack, frantic to understand. Even through my panic, I still felt every sensation of Jack moving in and out of me, immediately followed by a new sensation of feeling this stranger’s eyes rest heavily on me. My mind couldn’t process the overload.

  “Get the fuck out, asshole!” Jack growled, barely sparing the guy a glance.

  The guy chuckled and stood from his position against the wall. I glanced at him, noticing his uniquely gray-blue eyes. They were in sharp contrast to his short, dark blond hair. What the hell are you thinking Lu? “C’mon, man. Don’t you want any help? Look at those thighs wrapped tight around you. And look at those tits bounce with every thrust. I could let her lay against me and play with those pale pink nipples.” He made grabbing motions with this hands out in front of him and a perverted smile formed on his full lips. His deep voice sent an extra current of attraction through me, further so
lidifying my insanity.

  I half-heartedly struggled to cover myself because a part of me relished in the heat of his roaming eyes. A small, insane, part of my mind found this creeper attractive and I immediately shut it down. I didn’t know who I was in this moment and I closed my eyes trying to block something, anything out.

  Jack raised his voice as his impatience ran thin, “I said to get the fuck out!”

  “C’mon J—”

  Finally giving the guy his full attention, Jack yelled, “Get out before I beat the shit out of you!”

  The guy raised his hands up in defeat and moved toward the door. Even I tensed at his raised voice. “Alright, alright. I’m out.” He left with one last parting wink and a look at my chest.

  Jack swiped his finger across my clit and brought my attention back to him. His eyes shined and looked at me as though he’d discovered a secret I kept hidden. His eyes creased with a smile in an “ah-ha” moment. I tried to school my face into one of innocence.

  “You fucking loved it didn’t you?”

  “N-no! Of course not,” I stuttered.

  “Yes, you did. You love that he watched you. You love that he wanted you.” He pulled me up until we were eye to eye with my arms around his neck, my breasts pressed against his hard chest. He kissed up my neck to my ear and whispered, “Look at the hot little exhibitionist I found.” Heat crept into my cheeks as shame filled my chest. Fuck, he must have thought I was some easy freak that always hooked up with strangers. “Don’t be ashamed. Go ahead, imagine he’s watching my dick claim you with each thrust.” He reached between us and rubbed my clit in tight circles.

  I felt my orgasm coming. Not even the interruption could have slowed us down. It only made the heat between us hotter. He thrusted harder and harder bringing me closer, but his touch to my clit wasn’t enough. I needed more and he intentionally held me back.